Quit Meter
$550,164.00
Amount Saved
Quit Meter
Days: 5001 Hours: 14
Minutes: 3 Seconds: 36
Life Gained
Quit Meter
45847
Smoke Free Days
Quit Meter
916,940
Cigarettes Not Smoked
Yep, lately pretty bad. I lay awake at night and say sure, I can smoke tomorrow. Its like Im fantasizing about it.
So, right now about all I seem to have going for myself is Im not smoking. I cant find anything to replace it.
Surely Im supposed to have something to enjoy? am I? Its not food, I make myself eat, not TV or music, not_____ its been going on 5 years. I wish I had a kitty, but cant have one here. So what to enjoy when you dont enjoy anything?
Smoking smells worse all the time, but it still sounds good..............